La la la~

The first semester of my first year in poly has come to an end.

Today was the day for the submission of my last assignment.

And the only thing left is my INTCA exam on the 26th.

Feeling abit sad that time has passed so fast.

Pretty soon we'll be Year Twos. :o

I can't wait for my exam to be overrrrrrrr.

Then I can take a good break while being able to meet up with my long lost friends! 

HHAAHHA. :D

It feels like a million years..

Yet not.. :x

Got many things coming up this hols..
Camps, events, etc. etc.

Hope I'll have time to do all the things I wanna do!
Most of all, EXERCISE!
Been gaining loads of weight due to poly.
Sucksssssssssssss. TTM. :/

The 7 weeks hols will be my exercise daily period!
(I hope.)

Y'know what?
Good thing for him randomly texting me.
'Cause I can safely say...
I've totally moved on from that guy.
Took me a damn long while..
But yea.
No more anything about him. :)

Perhaps I've been cursed.
By what happened two, coming to three years back.
Oh wells.
Not interested.
And we shall see. :x

Kay, tonight's the last night of enjoyment before I start mugging like mad for my exam!
11 (soon to be 10) more days!
Yikeys. :/

♥MandamandamandaG.

It still hurts...

Don't wanna feel this way..

Saw you on the bus today.

Purposely didn't look at the aisle.

Doubt you saw me bah? :/

Anyways..

The thing about you not using your handphone to text often?

Doesn't seem so true now eh?

Maybe I am thinking too much.

But I do see you use your phone.

And what I think is that you're just being nice.

Being polite.

And in the process of being that way..

You're being hurtful and an ass.

So yea.

I'm not so dumb anymore.

Not so naivé anymore.

I've become stronger.

But I feel the hurt faster than before.

I don't know why.

But it just hits me faster. :o

Though the one thing you never fail to help me out with is in..

Moving on.

So thanks for that.

Always.

And I'd like to say that I think it's better saying that I'd knew you than I know you.

Because.

Things changed.

So it's better to remember the you before. :)

So I won't keep being so dumb.

Won't expect anything more.

Thanks. Goodbye.

And I'm sorry to say..

I doubt we'd talk again. :/

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Only had MUSPER consult today.

Quite screwed.

Thank goodness for Lyra for helping me with research at school library. :x

Borrowed six more books.

Now I have like 14 books in total.

Gosh laaaa.

Never borrowed so many books for an essay before.

Please let me do well! :x

Have more stuff due soonsoon.

HAIS.

Need to hurry up. :/

Put a KevJumba photo to cheer myself up. AAHAHHA. :P

♥ MandamandamandaG.

Stupidity.

Like Snow White, we've all done stupid things.

How could I have been so stupid?

To think that it was anything more than just catching up.

That it was a second chance.

Wait.

I mean, third chance.

But well...

Who hasn't done stupid things in their life?

It's just a matter of realising it and putting a stop to it.

I should've said no.

Should've ignored you.

Don't ruin my good impression of you for life.

That'd be just damn sad.

Oh wells.

In case you still haven't figured it out..

I'm not that naivé girl you knew before.

And now...

It's more Mind Over Heart for me than Heart Over Mind.

Saves me from heartaches and headaches. :/

Thanks for the longlonglong conversation we had.

Guess we're all caught up now.

After two years of no contact.

One month was more than enough to catch up eh?

♥MandamandamandaG.


p.s. maybe that's why people choose to fancy idols and celebrities and all.
Lower chances of getting hurt. Whether intentional or not.

Existence.

What am I to you?

♥MandamandamandaG.

Let's be super!

I wanna be like Superman.

It's officially the 1st of August!
Please be good kay, August?

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Has our conversation finally ended then?

Have we finally run out of things to say?

I found it abit weird when you didn't reply my previous message.

But then again, perhaps there wasn't much to reply to. :/

But you made it different.

By texting me to continue chatting.

And I replied you then..

But up till now..

There's still no reply.

It makes me wonder..

Are you alright?

Are you like superduper busy?

Or you just have nothing to say in reply.

I know I shouldn't think so much.

Plus who are you to me?

Just because we have a history..

Doesn't mean that's what it is now, right?

So yea.

I'm just wondering.

After so many years le..

I can adapt faster now.

If things just stop like that..

I won't even question why.

I'll just accept it and move on.

Though this time I kinda don't want to. :o

You're different.

Always have been to me.

And so I wonder what I am to you.

So many questions, no answers.

'Cause I'm not asking them.

It's not that I don't want to.

It's 'cause I don't think I have the rights to. :/

^ _ ^

Take care.

And no matter what happens, it's been really nice talking to you for this past..

One month and nineteen days or so.

You made me smile.

You made me laugh.

You made me roll my eyes.

You made me feel alright again.

You made me forget to think about him.

And loads more..

So thanks for that.

:D       :D

Can you see the human figure above?

I kinda noticed it after I finished typing.

HAHA.

Cute, much? :B

I just hope..

You had a good time too.

And that if we do continue chatting..

We won't stop just like that. :x

Well..

I can dream, right?

HAHAH. :D

On a side note...

KevJumba's damn cute! xD

HAHHAHA. :X

Love his videos.

Wonder what took me so long to start watching his vids. :x

Did you know: KevJumba's full name is Kevin Kai-Wen Wu.

Same surname as me! AAHHAH. :P
And his chinese name sounds damn nice.

EHEHHEE.

Okay.

I'm nuts.

Trying to chiong my MUSPER/WRICOM essay for consult today!

It's already 5AM!

At this rate, I don't think I'll be sleeping at all. :O

Dang.

Still got the awards ceremony to attend.

HAIS.

♥MandamandamandaG