It still hurts...

Don't wanna feel this way..

Saw you on the bus today.

Purposely didn't look at the aisle.

Doubt you saw me bah? :/

Anyways..

The thing about you not using your handphone to text often?

Doesn't seem so true now eh?

Maybe I am thinking too much.

But I do see you use your phone.

And what I think is that you're just being nice.

Being polite.

And in the process of being that way..

You're being hurtful and an ass.

So yea.

I'm not so dumb anymore.

Not so naivé anymore.

I've become stronger.

But I feel the hurt faster than before.

I don't know why.

But it just hits me faster. :o

Though the one thing you never fail to help me out with is in..

Moving on.

So thanks for that.

Always.

And I'd like to say that I think it's better saying that I'd knew you than I know you.

Because.

Things changed.

So it's better to remember the you before. :)

So I won't keep being so dumb.

Won't expect anything more.

Thanks. Goodbye.

And I'm sorry to say..

I doubt we'd talk again. :/

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Only had MUSPER consult today.

Quite screwed.

Thank goodness for Lyra for helping me with research at school library. :x

Borrowed six more books.

Now I have like 14 books in total.

Gosh laaaa.

Never borrowed so many books for an essay before.

Please let me do well! :x

Have more stuff due soonsoon.

HAIS.

Need to hurry up. :/

Put a KevJumba photo to cheer myself up. AAHAHHA. :P

♥ MandamandamandaG.